I spent the end of last October crying on your shoulder
I'll just never win
We're going through this, I'm not even there
I'm never there

My mind, it could use a little peace and quiet
My soul wouldn't mind a warm place to hide
My ears, red and sore from always standing in the snow
My lungs need air, I spent it on all
the thank-yous and goodbyes

I'm scared, I'm helpless, I'm shaking, I'm weak
My bones, I feel them breaking
I'm tired of losing against me
I'm lost, I can't win

My tongue is bleeding red from all the things I can't say
My hands are clawing at the dirt to dig up anything
I can't say I didn't wish for this before
I'm ashamed, I don't deserve to be here anymore

I'm scared, I'm helpless, I'm shaking, I'm weak
My bones, I feel them breaking
I'm tired of losing against me
I'm lost, I can't win