Once again you come to me
whispering those words I hate
and I know this moment will always happen

What can I do to make it stop
it seems like a dead end road
but I just can't believe the worse is about to come

And I find myself in a position
I've never wanted to be
I just can't handle things anymore

When I see you crying in front of me
I just feel that I'm failing again and again

(Remembering moments
you said
you'd be here by my side
I feel like we're going nowhere
times were so simple back then
I can't believe we'll come through this
but in the end our hope will always survive)

I can't take the secrets you told me out of my head
they're haunting me even in my dreams
shades of gray right through my path
I wonder what time will you come home to be with me

Paranoia is everywhere
I guess it's time to pay for all the bad things I've done
karma just got me here
I don't know if I will survive in this place