I wish I was free of this

I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me and I...

Still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that would kill me

No
Damn her
Still I choke on her lies
Still reeling from her last caress her goodbye

Oh how this sickens me
This wretched fool's affair
I can't erase this from me
And now it permeates
And every thought I feel
The anger writhe in my soul

No
Damn her
Still I feel my stomach turn
Choke back, hold my head high
I'm strong

No
Damn her
Still I choke on her lies
Not reeling
I'm strong

Damn her
Still I feel my stomach turn
Choke back hold my head high
I'm strong

Damn her
Still I choke on her lies
Not reeling
I'm strong

I wish I was free of this